任你吃（21.2.2012）

今天刚考完了数学III第一次期中考，那已是7时30分左右了。
心情糟糕到极点，因为我又无法作答得很好了。
或许是我不够努力，亦是我没有这方面的天分，计算的天分。
只要是有关到计算的科目，我就真的考得很差，抱歉，我对数学和物理的理解力不怎么好。
总觉得自己没什么是会做的，拿手的，心情顿时低落了。
或许有人会觉得，为什么你一定要那么否定自己呢？
我只能说，我有自知之明，我懂我的弱点在哪里，而且还是致命伤。
本来打算不吃晚餐了，心情差得连胃口都没有。
啊，明天就是试音活动了，生物学星期四要考了，却一点都还没复习到，我到底是在做什么？！
嗯，问了我的好朋友，poor ong，有没有去吃晚餐啊？
嗯，他说有，好啦~就去吃晚餐吧，这样下去只会倒下。
等了很久，原来他在eastlake吃着东西，就等吧。
ee jo他们约他去吃东西，我就随他一起去了咯。
我坐他的摩托车去，在路上，雨却越下越大。
这一幕让我想起了爸爸用摩托车载我的情景，好想念。❤
这是第一次在金宝坐着摩托，淋着雨，去吃晚餐，其实是还蛮不错的体验，毕竟我平时淋到雨就很容易生病，这一次却没有呢。
我很享受晚上的微风，好舒服，不过今晚有点冷啦~司机就更冷了/.\
找了有一段时间才找到ee jo所谓的“任你吃”，原来是间火锅店啊！
是很久没吃火锅了（新年的不算=。=）。
嗯，有些新面孔，我对他们来说也是新面孔，希望不要造成任何不自在就好呢。
幸好，我们都可以相处，我对相处这回事，其实掌握得不怎么好。
Poor ong真是个很体贴的朋友，谢谢你帮我拿盘子和雪糕啊。
Ee jo平常看起来是个比较腼腆的男生，但是熟了之后，原来他也蛮活泼的，很喜欢跟朋友玩闹。
Zhu zhu很可爱啊，尤其是煎蛋的时候，哈哈！
那蛋看起来是很不错，不过没有尝试到。
原来那是Poor ong的“爸爸妈妈”，好可爱的家族称呼！❤
我不敢吃太多，因为隔天要唱歌，我的喉咙很容易沙哑，万一明天唱不到歌就惨咯~
RM20飞走了T。T，不过没关系，至少我的心情好了许多^^。
希望下次还可以像现在聚一聚，毕竟之后他们都要去setapak读书了，很难再碰到面了，有点舍不得，感伤。
嗯，回家吧！
试音加油，生物学加油！↖(^ω^)↗

Hectic life in UTAR

The life is hectic as you see.
Since I'm studying in Foundation in Science, it is predictable that every week we have reports, tests and some assignments to do as well.
It starts from week 6, 3 tests in a week, with some practical and tutorial classes and lectures, it is so tiring for me.
I encounter insomnia these few weeks, everyday I can't sleep well, sleep at late of the midnight, and wake up automatically after a few hours sleep.
It seems like I don't sleep at all.
If this situation continue, then I would say, I will die as fast as possible, although I don't expect that I will alive for a long period.
Allow me to die in a proper situation, with slim body, better skin condition, have successful career, it's okay for me that whether I have lover or not, depends.
I'm really don't know how to deal with subjects regarding to calculations such as Mathematics and Physics.
Mathematics is better a bit than Physics, but I don't understand 80% of Physics /.\

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Physics II test 1 is coming soon, I'm nervous and worry, as I really don't understand it.
Sorry, my Physics lecturer, it's my problem.
I'm still doing Physics report now, I think most of my friends have done it already and they are doing revision on Physics and Programming Concept.
What am I doing now? Ish......
Sometimes I really hate myself.
I think I am stupid, nothing I can do well, worse than handicap.
Haiz......
I can't stop blamming on myself, I need someone who always encourage me to work hard and have positive thinking.
Although I seems like a happy person, actually I'm not !
I'm emotional enough and have negative thinking.

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The only things I can do better are singing and take photos......

One of the photos that I like the most.

VocalXync Audition

准备了几天的audition，似乎搞砸了，嗯。
上课上到6pm，DDK5的冷气真的是会要了我的命，冷到不停地发抖。
上完了课，又累又饿又冷，就去了audition，只能说，我的状况真的不好。
嘛，再加上我是个很容易紧张的人，或许是我对任何事都要求苛刻，自己给自己的压力过大了，反效果了。
不过，没关系，至少我已经尽力去呈现我的歌声了。
应该没有机会继续比赛了吧，那也好啦，专心读书才是重点（明天考试啊=。=）！
第一次去试音活动，见识了不同的世面，有了不同的经验。
嗯，就把这次试音当做是大学时期的一个宝贵经验吧。
我发现，我真的很难handle好低音部分，高音还好而已，太高音又不能唱。
或许是因为去年喉咙发炎得太严重，导致声带受损了，最近睡不好，健康应该也出了问题。
下个星期慢慢开始调理保养吧。
加油啊，林丽君！
是时候回去书香世界了，Biology，爱你哟❤

知我者谓我心忧，不知者谓我何求

在这个世界上，知己这个存在是可遇不可求的。
你们找到了自己的知己了吗?
我朋友虽多，但，知己这个存在，我目前感受不到。
刚才的实验课，我对自己失望了。
就连这简单的步骤都做不好，vitagen的bacteria我没看到，cultivation of bacteria也做不好。
你还能指望你自己能把什么事情做好?
虽说人应该要有正面思想，但此时，我做不好。
请原谅我对自己的苛求，追求完美的天性...

❤City of Arva❤

City of Arva is a love story between an elf princess and a human prince.
I love the flow of the story,it is romantic as well.

Danbo~

The love story of Aurilea and Darius❤

Christmas ended, final exam is Coming !

Finally, the beloved Christmas ended.
The cruel reality is that the final exam of trimester 2 is coming, is tomorrow!
I feel no nervous but stress only.
It is possible for me to feel stress and nervous when I enter to exam hall later.
Every time I encounter these problems, I will not perform well in examination.
I hope I will not be too stress and nervous for this time as I cannot fail in any of the subjects!
If I fail in any of the subjects, I will be terminated by campus for the first time!
It cannot occur at me !
I try to do some relaxations such as dancing, singing and go out for meals this time.
Last time I was too stress until I can't breathe at night, that feeling was too terrible for me.
This time, I will not repeat the same situation anymore.
By the way, I should study harder.
I found that one of my friend, poor ong is really works very hard in studies.
He always study until he forgets to eat his meals and sleep less.
Although his lifestyle is unhealthy, but I admire his spirit and determination.
Every success comes from efforts!
You will gain more if you work harder.
If you cannot get the good result in the end, don't give up, just try harder and harder next time, then you sure can do it better! Trust yourself!

Before the end of Trimester 2, I captured some memorable photos with my lecturers, tutors and friends.
I really love photography very much❤.❤
I hope we can meet again next time.
Thanks for teaching me, my beloved lecturers, Mr. Tai Yi-Hwang, Mr. Ho Wai Yew, Miss Precilla Robert, Miss Phang Yi Ning, Miss Chan Wan Ling, Mr. Gooi Harvey, Mr. Choy Li En and so on.
I very appreciate what you all gave me, thank you.

I hope our friendships will never end❤

I hope I can handle final exam and do well in it.
Gambateh kudasai!❤

My lecturer for Biology, Mr. Tai Yi-Hwang❤

My friends❤

My lovely friends, Poor Ong, Ohh Hui, Kah Wai and Tong Tong.❤

We took photos with Miss Phang Yi Ning❤

Oh! My beloved lecturer for Organic Chemistry, she is my idol. Miss Phang is so so cute❤

We took photo with Mr. Ho Wai Yew❤

My lecturer for Biology and academic adviser❤

My tutor for Organic Chemistry, Miss Precilla❤

双子流星雨Geminid Meteor Shower 13.12.2011-17.12.2011

满怀期待的在这个12月14日的临晨12点钟，与一班朋友到了西湖（westlake）北京屋前的湖边等待着双子流星雨的出现。
在那之前，天空下了很大的雨，所以啊，临晨时的天色很不好，乌云仍然明显，也看不见那高挂的明月。
顿时，心有点冷了。
这是我第一次知道有流星的存在，想看流星，可是为什么偏偏金宝区要下雨？T^T
到了湖边，我觉得，这里似乎不太适合观看流星，原因是这里的光线有点强，附近都是路灯。
但，那也没办法，其实我对金宝地区还不是很熟悉，也不懂去哪个地点观看流星比较好。

12点多，天空漆黑一片，乌云满布。

到了临晨1时46分，我和朋友在湖边还是看不见流星，就骑着脚车到处溜达。我看到的，不是流星，而是那高挂的明月。等到临晨2点多，不等了，回到宿舍继续完成功课。

结果，我错过了流星，因为我接近临晨4点睡着了，4点多有一些流星，啊！

12月14日的晚上一直下雨，持续下了接近6个小时的雨。
1点多，雨停了，我天真地以为，我可以看见流行了。
和朋友走到非常适合观看流行的地点-Harvard旁边的死路，那里黑漆漆的，超恐怖，我们都不敢走前去，因为只有我们2个女生。
结果，又下起雨了，我们只好打消念头，返回宿舍了，唉。
但是，我还是坚持等下去，2点多入睡了，4点起身，到附近的篮球场，打算等待流星的出现。
原来，也有人跟我一样，渴望着看到流星的片刻，他们是我同科系的朋友。
可能是刚停雨不久的关系，冷风吹来，幸好我有穿外套。
把我的背包垫在地上，我躺着，慢慢地，观看着那一片星空（虽然只有几颗星星）。
啊！我看见了一颗流星，速度非常快的流星。
我本以为是我看错了，可是我的另一个朋友也看到了！她高兴得欢呼起来，我确定，我没看错，那真的是流星！
只可惜那流星的速度太快，体积太小，根本不可能拍到，以我的傻瓜相机=。=
之后，我再次看见了我人生中第一次看见的第2颗流星，真的超开心。
那种感觉，很难形容！
我许了2个愿望，希望流星能带给我好运。
早安？晚安？傻傻分不清楚了XD