Since I'm studying in Foundation in Science, it is predictable that every week we have reports, tests and some assignments to do as well.
It starts from week 6, 3 tests in a week, with some practical and tutorial classes and lectures, it is so tiring for me.
I encounter insomnia these few weeks, everyday I can't sleep well, sleep at late of the midnight, and wake up automatically after a few hours sleep.
It seems like I don't sleep at all.
If this situation continue, then I would say, I will die as fast as possible, although I don't expect that I will alive for a long period.
Allow me to die in a proper situation, with slim body, better skin condition, have successful career, it's okay for me that whether I have lover or not, depends.
I'm really don't know how to deal with subjects regarding to calculations such as Mathematics and Physics.
Mathematics is better a bit than Physics, but I don't understand 80% of Physics /.\
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Physics II test 1 is coming soon, I'm nervous and worry, as I really don't understand it.
Sorry, my Physics lecturer, it's my problem.
I'm still doing Physics report now, I think most of my friends have done it already and they are doing revision on Physics and Programming Concept.
What am I doing now? Ish......
Sometimes I really hate myself.
I think I am stupid, nothing I can do well, worse than handicap.
Haiz......
I can't stop blamming on myself, I need someone who always encourage me to work hard and have positive thinking.
Although I seems like a happy person, actually I'm not !
I'm emotional enough and have negative thinking.
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The only things I can do better are singing and take photos......
One of the photos that I like the most.
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